And Flower = weirdo ～×

Tada ~! Shortest hair ever in my 18 years long life ~! How's it ? :)



And ,gonna introduce my little pencil ~ ! =) Cute right ?!

Got a lots of feeling and emotional challenge recently. And im gonna grow wiser and stronger after all these things ~ Will I ? Haha ... I hope so . ^^ No emo for some days . And i felt great with this " achievement " !

I tried to make myself as busy as i can and start to work hard on my academic things . Im gonna die because of it ~! Its freaking boring~!


so, cheer ~! Ang FLower ! ^^


p/s :Im keeping a sweetest secret nowadays and its really hard for me~! >.<

What do u expect ~ ×

What do you expect ?When everyone start to be blind for their only one (they always have many "the only one") ? when they start to look you down as to show their special allegiance to their forever (ya ,forever might mean a few days) ? when no one is really for u ? when u r not even a shit ?when u r that strong while others r that "weak" ? What do you expect ?

This is my latest facebook status .The only time i post the same thing at both my blog and facebook .Yeah ,what should i expect ?

The answer might be too down , but thats what make my life now .

what am i? Who care ? Anyone please answer or help me? Who will be that free ? hahahaha ~ Funny ~ what i can say is only whatever and act like i really dont care ~

It hard~ Its hurt~ But thats what you should deal with , Ang Qi Chen !!! Nothing you can do ,except bang the wall la~!!!!!! Damn STUPID Idiot RUbish weido ~!!!!

p/s: WTH ...

What do you expect ?When everyone start to be blind for their only one (they always have many "the only one") ? when they start to look you down as to show their special allegiance to their forever (ya ,forever might mean a few days) ? when no one is really for u ? when u r not even a shit ?when u r that strong while others r that "weak" ? What do you expect ?

Vintage ~ ×

Me , Ang Flower who has a "mature"(or old ><) face ,in cheongsam ~! I got both super nice comments and also very bad comments in this ~! hahaha ...whatever . Because i like myself like this ,Vintage ma ~!!! :)

And then ,still some emo days and nights ~ Im busy and bored .Its kinda of empty feeling~ I lost the dream that i lived for before. So ,now, i dont really know what am living for ? Haha ... Im sure that every teenage have this feeling sometime . So ,its ok ~ nthg ~! ^_^

Well , nothing to blog ,so i should stop now . Its like my life now ,nothing to write and nothing to remember ~ Damn ... Bye ~!

p/s : no even ps to post ...=.=

坚持 ？ ～ ×

“三年了。。。” 原本已尽力忍住的眼泪，却也还是溃堤了。

是啊，三年了。我在坚持个屁啊？！这样的笨蛋，还真的是没有药救了。谁叫她就是愿意去相信，她会有机会了结这样的一个遗憾，这样的一个悲剧。


“有我开始的，就会由我结束。。。”这是她在比赛前说的。结果，现在，连一个辩词都没有机会说，她就得又再一次的去创造遗憾 。

“是你们自己的辩才不足吧～！”有些人这样说。 有眼睛与有脑的人，都知道是什么问题。但是，他已经不想再去解释。一切都还是这样，何必再去嚼嚼那早就烂掉了的悲伤。她难过，又怎样？赛果还是这样。每天早上醒来时，很想要发现原来这一些不幸也只是场梦罢了。但每天都很失望的，被迫去接受这就是事实。。。这种无法形容的难受，简直是。。。她妈的×××××× ～！


这年，连老师都已忍无可忍了。整个被气得，有点跟评审理论的意思。这是什么？辩论？还是你们偏私的舞台？！第一年遭遇这件事的队友，和当年的我们一样，有风度的但极不愿意的和对方握手微笑，然后下台马上痛哭流涕。我们心疼，我们惋惜，而对方母狗却在一边庆功，狂笑，把自己捧得多棒。恶心的笑容，我记住了。今天的一切，我无法接受。我又能怎么做？


我不敢再说些什么”大家走着瞧！” 或是“ 他们不会好过的！”之类的狂言，因为我已经没有任何能力去兑现任何东西～只能依寞，然后还是一样～


我不能说我累了，毕竟我才十九岁，跟许多经历过真正大风大浪的人来说，这些何足挂齿？！但是也因为我才十九岁，我会对这样的事情感到无力。那种无力感其实很熟悉，但却还是无法适应，对不起，我的错～

康洛：“坚持不容易，但更不可以放弃。人有梦想是伟大的，但遇到百般挫折，经历无数阻挠后仍能坚持自己的原则，追求自己的理想才是值得让人敬佩的。或许旁人会笑我们傻，笑我们痴，但只有我们自己才晓得我们为了什么选择继续坚持，只因我们坚信那倾盆大雨后一定会有我们心中灿烂的那道彩虹。加油，北钟辩论队，我永远支持你们，我们一起努力，等待天空从新放晴，彩虹出现眼前的那一刻，好吗？


等吧～坚持吧～反正都糟成这样了～唉～呜呼哀哉～

A对和B队的美好的回忆～

p/s : 可能是我带赛～！

What a lovely holiday ～ ×

Ok , im too lazy to update ~ because i got lots of things to do recently .(not really~^^)

Its the last day of holiday . Sad. I have to face my sucks result in the school very soon~ >. <
Last Sat and Sunday , went to a camp named " 豆浆油条” 。Its a great camp as i learnt a lots there ~What made this memory so special for me is , my talent in debate made me well known in the camp ,and thus got a high profile ~ Besides , everyone thought i was only form 4,form 3 or a few think im "already" form 5~!!! XD Such a great comments for me ~I cant forget their shocked expression when i revealed that im Upper 6 student . OMG ~ Thats such a great feeling ~! ^_^

Yay~! We are champion ~!!! =）

And then , a lot of debate discussion and practice ~ this will be a very super duper important competition for us ~ OMg ~freaking pressure now~ >.<

More info ,please refer to my Facebook la~! XD Happy last day of holiday ~!

Ciao ~!!!

haiz～×

I have used to my geli result since very long time ago , but this time ,its really CRAPS ~! >.< If its isnt the problem of the teacher ,then the reason must be my Intelligent have deteriorated ~!!!WTH ......


4/3 (Friday) - PA status - dead
7/3 (Monday) - Chemistry status - totally dead (in the way body be divided into 5 pieces )
8/3 (Tuesday ) - Math status - have surrendered and going to die very soon
9/3 (Wednesday) - Biology status - no more life to die GAME OVER ~ T_T




OMFG ~!!! Am i that geli ? haiz ... suan le ba ~ just see how bad am i tomorrow ~ =..=

有时候～×

真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多
却，力不从心

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话
只想，一个人静静的发呆

真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来
不愿，别人看到自己的伤口

真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话心里，郁闷的发慌

真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎
有很多过去，无法释怀

真的只是有时候突然找不到自己
把自己，丢了 。。。


哈哈，依寞宝贝又依寞了～！


（摘录自，面子书）

What a journey ~×

I lazy to type ,so i capture and post ~! Haha ,if you can get what im going to express , Congratz ! you are my type !!! wahahahahaha ~~~

Hmm ... seriously ?!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha ...steady ~! This is emo flower's story ~! =P Ciao !!!

P/s : wa bo syiok wa bosyiok ~!!!! >.<

A sick Valentine Day ~ ×

I have slept a lot today .Oh my god i feel dizzy ,lost of appetite and running nose ! >.<>

Anyway , Happy Valentine . Haha , today dont mean anything special for me ,i m just ikut jejak those in facebook who are acting like so excited because of today ...=.= And ,i saw a lot of geli picture （or even a album) from those lala couple. For example , a boy cook for his girl friend (who for me is very ugly one) without wearing his upper part of body... WTH ~! AND a girl said she is like in a drama or movie because his boyfriend send a flower to her ( just 3 pink roses in it) , just because of she can sign on the receipt ...=.=

Haha , im not in a "love sick " which my penpal said , but i really cant withstand with those "lovely " couple pattern lo~!!! Ngo jit shao ng dou lo~!!!! >.<

Im really too lazy nowadays . Everytime when i passed through my blog ,i will read others blog rather than update mine . :) Hey , im busy ok? I gonna prepare my debate competition which im damn worrying now ,and watch those soap drama and facebooking and online window shopping and etc... . Haha ,=P .

Ok ,=.=, pointless article shouldnt be to long ~! Ciao ,feel sleepy again , maybe of that little cute orange pill ,which look like a tasty sweet ~! :)

Heres some photos ~! =)

p/s : You like to pattern jiu continue pattern la~ I dunwan rescue kamu liao ~!!! XD wahahahahahahhahaahhaha ~!!!!!

Happy Bunny Year～ !!!

Gong xi fa cai to everyone ~!!! ^_^ Its lovely Bunny year now ~! Wish you all best and have a fortunate year ~!=）


Here's my dairy since my holidays ...

1st day ~ Shopping with 6AS3 buddies to carry out a makeover project . ^_^

2nd day ~ Do nothing at home ,.Oh ya , i have read a bit of the book "rich dad, poor dad " .hehe=)

3rd day(Monday) ~ Shopping again with my family ~! We went to Billion ,Carefour ,Pacific and etc . ...

4th day ( Tueasday ) ~ Have gathering with my Primary school's old friends . A meaningful one with a lot of laugh (extremely crazy one) and gossip ... =..=

5th day ( Wednesday ) ~ Reunion dinner is the must in this day . Therefore , nothing special thi day , but im bored enough ~! >.<>.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >GONG XI Fa CAI to everyone la ~!!! XD

Makeover ～～×

Wahahaha。。。。 Have a lot of fun shopping with Yong Zhuan ,Shuan Gooi ,Yit Yeung ,Meng Key (Shuan Gooi) Sister and our target ,Hui Ying ~! ^o^ This is our very first time ,and yeah , this is a weird group too ~!!! =)


Report for the mission of Hui Yng's makeover ~

Objective : To help Hui Yng in having her style in the right century . =P
Date : 30/1/2011 ( Saturday )
Avenue : Pacific Megamall
Members attended : As listed above .
Budget : RM150
Mission : Get at least 2 set of clothes for hui yng .


Result : Mission completed ~!
Description : We got 3 sets of clothes and a pair of shoe ~!!!
Remark : We forgot to return the movie's fee to Shuan Gooi ~!!! =P haha ,will return tohim after school reopen lar ~ And i bought a Biology book ~!!! ( Such a hard working girl huh ?! ^_^)
Evidence :

Before~

*TADAA ~~~*

After ~!

p/s : haha ~~~ enjoy the time before CNY arrived ya~! XD

Wanna shout ～×

We got the Champion ~!!!! AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~ XD Thats freaking excited for us as we can now ask the stupid fellow to shut up proudly and well its a result from all of us in 6AS3 ~!!!!



I really feel so lucky to be one of this class . This is the only thing that make my form 6 life wonderful and meaningful . Yeah , i love you guys ~! Wahahahaha ... XD On the cloud nine ~!


okay , cool down . And then its our last day of school before the 9-days-CNY holidays ~!!! AAAHhhhhhhhhhh *shout again * !!!wahahaha ... we got 2 talks (some kind of motivation talk ) which are going to occupy most of our class , and a MAKE UP lesson by Teacher Ong Rosee in our MUET class ~!!! WHeeeeee ... wahahaha ... What a crazy thing to do in CLB ~! We will make up ~!!!! XD Believe it or not ...yeah it is my Form 6 life ~! =)


well ,* cool down again * ,i got so lots of things to do nowadays ~! But i enjoy it as well . No time for me to emo ~! Good , emo flower isnt here ~! And red flower is getting stronger and more mature . Thanks those geli people in my life ,who help me to learn a lot . Im wiser and more "bearable" ~! =)


Anyway ~ im so excited now ~! Cant wait for all those party and gathering ! XD See you guys soon ~! Muaaakkkkkzzzzzzzz ....Love you guys so much ~! ^_^

p/s ： Gong Xi fa cai ~!

Well。。。 ×

Have a great day of Class decoration competition yesterday .Its really a true competition ,theres even a little war between someone stupid from other class with my classmate (including me actually ) >.^ Everyone take it so seriously and we whoao a lot of ppl ~!!!

Here's the picture ,

This is 6AS3~!!!=)

p/s:shut up lar you ~! XP you cant imagine what will i do if you drove me mad successfully ...