Inspiration for me～～×

Amazing video for me ... Really...i have watched this for two times but still felt like want to cry ...
He's a superman ! Doesnt he?! Awwww .... i want to apologize to everyone who have gone through my emo posts and idiot complain before ... im really blind or stupid as i din realise how lucky and happy am i now!!! Sorry ~~~T_T


This guy in the video is really an great inspiration for me .I will never simply complain anymore , i swear ....^_^



p/s :OH MAN ~~~! ^_^

pp/ss : i did very badly in my MUET reading paper today...blek~~~ =)

Working ... brain Stucking ... notes-eating～～×

I online too frequently recently. Not because of im so free but i have to do those research and booking things for our Langkawi Trip~~ Hehe...^_^

Next Monday, my first exam in Form 6 start.Everyone in my class like having a war with American or facing the end of the world...(hehe...hyperbola...)But me , still steam steam ,eating during the period and sleep when there is a free period...=.=... LOL...im ready to get the "Good" ranking in my class ...Watever...



But still i have to do something just to avoid the guilty feeling in me...T_T So, besides sticking my eyes on computer ,i worked very hard to key in the notes into my memory space in my brain too... Haha ,such a good girl huh?! Ya lah , a chinese idiom said that :适可而止... Why we have to work so hard to get number 1 or four flat in our exam ?! Nah~~~ the 12As girl is also steam steam now in form 6 what?! But the 10As or even 8As have flied to the matrix or got the JPA liao lo... =.= ...
p/s: hana, im not complaining la ...just joking with you guys ~~~ha.ha.ha , so funny ...=.=


So , what i really looking for is the TRIP !!!yay ~~~ to Langkawi !!! What should i wear huh?! And can i go there or eat that or try that?! How is the scenery there?! These are the only questions that i think about these day... ^_^haha ...

Okay lah... Just dun want to make my bloggy mossy so update a simple post here...Bye!=)

p/s: Beach ,Sun and sea ...Im coming to hug you guys~~~!

My officially 18th 's Day~~×

Hohoho~~~ im 18!!! i really felt so happy about the small and simple party that my friends held for me yesterday night....^o^And the presents are really great . Thanks for you guys who have wrote yours wishes in the booklet .I really appreciate it !Im really suprise when i go through the content and found so many people wrote in it!!! credit to Kahlen Neow , i really 猜到也不知道as you said ....hehe...Im still happy until now~~~ =)


And my Alicia mum made a great video for me too ! I really love it ,love it badly ! Especially this sentence :我们不会因为你的坚强独立，而忘了其实你也会害怕寂寞... Awwwww ~~~ you really know my mind and Thank you ~~~^^



Shhhhhhh ...tell you a secret here .I went to Tao lounge with my friends too ! We have beers but i swear i have just drank 2 cups of them and i found i really used to beers.... hehe....im happy because that was my first time and im glad to had my friends together too.... the singers there sang birthday song for me and also wished me too! Im like on top the moon !!!


Then today , 182 friends wish me via facebook !!! I have'nt been like this before in my life . Im shocked when i logged in to my account today and found out my account was full ! Really thanks to everyone who wished me ...I cant thanks to you guys individually but i really mean it , in my deepest heart ...T_T Thanks guys...

Furthermore , i got two angpaos from my grandma and my mum plus one Rocky snack from my young cousin... ^^ so warm and sweet huh?! hehe...

Im really super duper triper time infinity happy !!!! This will be the most memorable birthday in my life ! Im idiot ! How can i complaint so much some days before ?!I got those precious things!!! Okay,im freaking idiot ,i know....^_^


Thank you again and Happy Birthday to myself ~~~! Im officially 18 NOW ~~~! wahahahaahhahaahhaahahha............

Its my August ～～×

I miss jibas and those day when we always do everything together BADLY ... Thats one of the things i worry about when i go through all the precious photos in my albums . I know i will drown in the old and passed happy life and memories again. because i love them ....


I have done the video which is the birthday present to MeiMei (teacher Teh Mei Lee). i used up almost 3 days to make this video ... OMG! its a bit to long for making a video but im still glad that i could finished it...Luckily, MeiMei like it so much ! ^_^ She sent a sweet and touch message for many of us and that undeniably ,a good feed back to my hard works ... Thanks god!!!


Y i said its my August ?! because i always feel better in this month and so do i now ... maybe i have more events in this month or maybe im LEO ...^^ you know what?!I feel like i have became wiser and mentally more mature now... At least i can bear and deal with someone bossy or too proud of himself ... Omg!!! you cant even think about how difficult it is ... its killing me!!!


ok... thats nothing special to write since im studying form 6 now and as we know ,Form 6 is a totally bore ,fixed and normal phrase that usually wasting our young and time . So , good bye , Good night and good August to you too !!! ^_^


p/s: Our headmaster wished me happy birthday on facebook yesterday !!! How glad am i!!! ^_^although its a bit earlier .... ^_^

Girl of Sun and Rain God ～～×

Again , dropping my tear quietly in front of the computer like a lost girl ... Those comments in my chat box were knocking on my heart and hold it strong with warm and love ... Thanks is not enough for those precious words so i could only say : " I love you guys!!! "


From Jiba (Yi Xuan) : we are LEO ! so we no need other light source or others gift ,because we would glow ourselves .WE ARE THE SUN ..... Ya... Im the sun ! I nearly forgot this pride of myself .I used to behave like this before but how about now ?! What am i doing? Raining ?!

From Neri :,You have the right to enjoy happiness too ! One day you'll have it too and it'll then be other people admiring or jealous-ing you cherrio yeahh ! Neri...i not really want someone to admire or jealous me la... But you are so energetic and sweet , like a girl (i meant a real young girl that doesnt like me...^^ ) And your simple words is just more than enough to clear all those negative things in my minds ...Really ! thats y i like your blog so much !!! ^_^ Keep it up !!!

from Jiba QingZhuang : 我生日的时候就算没有人记得，就算没有蛋糕，我也硬硬要拿蜡烛来吹...Thanks for providing me such a perfect way to celebrate my Birthday . Okay , i will accept those candles from you as my b'day present!!! You just make me laugh in tears when i read your message .... like an insane one sitting there and then cry plus laugh together ! I like your Jiba-ish badly and i really want to meet you !!! >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 255);">Mum Alicia :always rmb tat '我们都是公主'.. ^^　我们都在用自己的方式幸福着。。 Im always so happy to have your comment here ... im glad that you r still following my blog ....*so touch * .... And you r the only one who said im a princess =.= ~~~ haha...... i want to be a queen though !!! ^_^


I think my Emo have became more serious as my tears secrete faster and more than before recently.... what am i doing ?!! its bad to lose my strong and tough personality . I need it urgently ! I am the girl of sun and Rain !!! i always comfort me by this kind of imaginary .... And i need a shoulder . I think . Im tired to be a strong and capable girl ... I have that image since im still in my standard 1 ... So What to do ?!

I will be alright , for sure .... Eamaleh ~~~ qingZhuang said this^_^

*She is the Princess i mentioned in my last post ...c , im always the one who catch their happy moment ...*

*The competition on Saturday*

p/s : HapPy jIBa's DAy ~~！！！to my beloved Jibas... ^^

幸福～～×

又是一个自己一个人对着电脑，听着yiruma的钢琴乐时不时偷偷流泪的晚上。。。今天早上我还兴奋地说，"today is my day..." 但是几个小时后。。。。唉。。。。。。


今天，班花是黎科吟的生日，也是我们才艺比赛的日子。。。对于比赛，我只想说：“去死！！！”
而黎科吟，他真的是全世界最幸福的小公主。你大概能想象得到的惊喜桥段，全都在今天发生在她的身上了。。。例如：身边许多好友秘密录制的祝贺影片（是她男朋友的心血！），男朋友迪强从新加坡飞到这里来给她惊喜，还送来一束粉红色玫瑰花以及面子书上超过百名朋友的祝贺。。。但是。。。


我很替她开心也替他觉得很窝心，但是我很嫉妒。我真的很妒忌她所拥有的一切。她是应得的。她很善良，对人又无怨无悔的（就是只会傻傻付出的那种人），她天真，单纯，没有心机，交友旷阔等等。。。她是一个活生生的天使，反观我自己，我实在没有理由去妒忌，去获得这种宠爱，这种幸福。。。我，凭什么。。。


羽晶今天问我说，我曾几何时开始变得那么没有自信的啊。我也不知道。或许我说的那些对我自己的评语并不是没有自信的表现，而是事实。。。我，凭什么？。。。。。。




p/s: 我唯一记得的生日会（也是唯一的一场）是在我十三岁的时候（五年前），之后，可能二十六岁那年我会为我自己办一场，现在。。。算了。。。。

pp/ss:好想死了算了。。。

Forever 2+1（years old) ～～×

Here's the scary and maybe yucky story began ...

Its a very good day . The sky is in the beautiful light blue and the cloud shape up into whatever thing you could imagine in your brain ...


There is a old and dirty and outdated Science lab in a damnly stupid high school which is located in a quiet but not peaceful suburb . Two cute and pretty girls are the only normal mortal in the school as no one really dare to enter the school ,not even the gangsters or great bullies around the area ,because there is a super duper ugly monster in the school since many years ago!!!! Only doggies could deal with her and stay around her ...


This two pity girl dont know about this story before... They have forced by the the minister that always discriminate beautiful girl to complete their study and also their project in this danger place ......

They start their experiment once they stepped into the lab and found a table that is cleaner .Everything goes well and nothing strange happen . But suddenly ,the smaller girl (mean body size here) ,Neow start to do something unpleasant and the bigger girl (of course the body size here) , Anger shocked by her action ! Neow hold her insect which is prepared by themselves in order to carry out the experiment with her bare hands!!! Normally , people hold it with maybe forceps , pins or knifes or at least gloves but Neow hold it and get the inner parts of the insect out with her own hands!!!!!

Anger sensed this horror things at the moment and to protect herself she has to do something she had never done before ... first ,prepare some formalin .


Then .try to stuck it into some strategic place such as head .


But ,Anger failed .Neow has a too big , hard and powerful head .so ,we have to look for some place else .Ah hah～～ her neck!!!


Finally,she got it!!! Neow faint and the monster trick failed!!! Without wasting any second , they escape from the school and then never visit this mystery school AGAIN ....
They finally have a happy and delightful life forever .... THE END ...

p/s: blek~~~ Neri ,this is the "interesting "story that you longed for!!! wahahahahahaha...some more the pictures are quite interesting too...

pp/ss: This is the reason for my post title ....(childish and nonsense...) ^_^

Good Night and Ciao ～～～×